M, M och M

Meditation
Malta och
Melissa Horn

Fredag och helgen står och väntar. Vad kommer denna Halloween att föra med sig? Detta spektakel av fester. Har dåliga erfarenheter av Halloween så i år gör jag något annat. Jag åker till Malta :o)

Så, tänkte packa väskan. Checka in, ladda ipoden med Melissa Horn, dra till Malta och Meditera lite. Skönt. Hoppas det går vägen nu.

Förnuft vs känsla?

Vad ska man låta styra mest? Förnuft eller känsla? Hjärta eller hjärna? Går det att kombinera?

Mitt liv har varit väldigt händelsefullt de senaste månaderna. Kanske lite mer än jag kan hantera fullt ut? Eller det kanske finns ytterligare en växel att lägga i? :)

Har en resa framför mig, både en fysisk resa och en personlig resa. Det fysiska handlar om Malta på söndag. Åka eller inte åka? Det var meningen att jag skulle åka tillsammans med en annan men som läget ligger nu så står jag i valet och kvalet om jag ska åka själv. Hmmm... kan vara skönt med lite lugn o ro, meditation, läsa lite böcker, dricka lite vin och äta gott. Men ensam? Kan man det?

Får nog ta tag i det här... eller så sover jag på saken.

Over and out

ta tag i?

Jo, idag tog jag tag i mycket.

Jag gick upp efter femte snoozningen
Jag åkte till jobbet
Jag tog tag i ett par elever
Jag tog tag i disken när jag kom hem (som jag skulle ha tagit tag i igår)
Jag tog tag i godispåsen... och nu mår jag illa

Bättre sent än aldrig

Undrar hur många gånger man säger till sig själv "nu ska jag ta tag i det här", vad det nu kan tänkas vara. Själv tror jag att jag säger det flera gånger i veckan. Det kan handla om att städa, tvätta, sortera foton, laga mat, skriva blogg och så vidare...

I vilket fall som helst tänkte jag göra ett nytt försök till att börja skriva blogg igen. Jag har ju trots allt gjort ngt som jag sa att jag aldrig skulle göra. Flytta till Sthlm och jobba där. Jopp, här är jag nu. Och jag lever än :)

Och vet du vad, nu ska jag ta tag i det här och gå och diska :-)

Kollegor

*suck*

Jag blir så trött på vissa människor som anser sig har rätten att kritisera och trycka ner andra medan man inte alls klarar av att ta någon kritik eller kommentarer själv utan att misstolka och anse sig vara nertryckt. Grrrrr

Den här veckan segar sig verkligen fram. Det är bara tisdag och det känns som om jag skulle kunna ha fredag imorgon. Vad är det som gör att vissa veckor går fortare än andra? En stilla undran bara...

Gott Nytt År!

Ikväll smäller det! Imorgon är det ett nytt år igen. Fatta vad tiden går fort... och äldre och äldre blir man.

Hoppas ni får en underbar kväll, where ever you are.

Poker

Japp, ikväll smäller det :o)
Ett helt gäng tjejer som ska spela kort. Ska bli mycket trevligt. Ölen står på kylning, chips, popcorn och morötter är inköpta. Ska bli en rolig kväll så här innan jul. Får se hur det går, amatörer blandat med proffs. *haha*

Lillgrisen min fick åka med mormor idag till de värmländska skogarna. Han trivs så himla bra där och gick stolt nerför trappan utan att säga hejdå. Tänka sig att han gillar sin mormor och morfar så mkt :o)

Jullov

Äntligen har dagen kommit som jag längtat efter. Jullovet är här.
Vi fikade med eleverna, lyssnade på musik och avslutade med en julmacka. Tror aldrig att jag kommit ifrån skolan så snabbt på en fredag :o)

Firade in lovet med en kall öl idag... Najs.

Imorgon blir det pokerkväll här hos mig, 5 eller 6 stycken blir vi. Ganska lagom att sitta runt mitt bord och spela bort lite pengar.

Två år

Två år har det gått sedan jag skrev i min blogg. Jag som skrev både i en svensk och en engelsk blogg. Vad har hänt? Varför slutade jag? Ja, jag vet inte jag. Kanske ska börja igen?

Mycket har iaf hänt sedan sist.
* Flyttat till Örebro
* Jobbat på folkhögskola
* Jobbat (och jobbar) på iv-gymnasiet
* Gått isär med partner
* Träffat nya vänner
* Träffat den rätta
* Förlovat mig
* Blivit bonusmamma
* Bestämt mig för att flytta till Stockholm

Och sen säkert en massa mer smått o gott som förändrat mig och mitt liv.

Får se om jag kan komma ihåg och skriva oftare nu då. Lite löjligt om det ska gå två år mellan inläggen :)

On the move again...

Yep, that is right. But this time we will just move to another part of the city. Bought a bigger apartment with a balcony for the dog :)

Still enjoying my job, cant believe it's already been a term... wow, time really flies when you are having fun. Looking forward to the spring.

Christmas went by with ordinary customs, dinner, Donald Duck and Santa of course. This year it was my turn go and get the newspaper (and dress up as santa). Nice to frighten the kids a bit *s*

Well, time to do some more packing. Only one week to go before the move.

Take care!
/L

Who am I trying to fool...?

Here I go, saying to myself (and the rest of the world) that I am going to change and write more often. Yeah right. One month later I still think the same thought. Hmm...

Anyway, me and my partner just bought a new apartment. A slighty larger one. So right now we are about to sell this one to be able to afford the new one. The 10:th of january is the magical date, that is when we can start moving our stuff to the new place. I wish it was january now. Or christmas...

Going to the bookfair in Örebro Castle today. Very nice indeed. Just have to kill a couple of hours before that but it shouldnt be too hard. Or? Ive got laundry, shool work, cleaning, making the bed...thousands of boring chores. Oh, i suddenly got an urge to surf the Internet for nothing and anything. Ill do that instead.

See ya!

wow...

... it has been ages since I wrote. I don't know why but I guess I have been busy. Or not?

Anyway, life goes on and I am still a hard working woman. Or something like that. I love my new job and I enjoy to go there everyday. Life is just wonderful right now. Everything goes my way: love, job, a trip to London in two weeks, friends, new city and a lot more. Why should I complain?

Even though I really enjoy everything now, I still miss Falun a bit. I miss my friends, my apartment, my collegues and the whole of Falun. Falun has played a big part of my life. Lucky me, I am going there in november to visit some friends :)

Well time to say good night. Will try to write more often.

xxxooooxxxx
/L

I can not believe it!!!

My friend from Finland called me yesterday and asked me if I wanted to come along to Denmark to see MADONNA. My heart stopped beating for a while, my hands were shaking and I couldnt speak. All I could think was, I must be dreaming.

After a while I realized that it was true. He actually asked me if I wanted to go to a Madonna concert. I ran up to my (new) boss with my heart pounding, and asked if I could have a day off. She replied by asking me to run up to my office and book the flight.

I still cant believe it... I am going to a Madonna concert!!!

Stockholm Pride

Love, pride and party, that is what I am enjoying right now. Five days of joy, friends, love, party, music and a lot more.

Left Örebro for a great week in in the capital, Stockholm. So far so good. Even though the weather isn't the best the feeling of happiness is here. Tonight will be the big night, The Eurovision song contest night, with a lot of artist. Perfect!

Got to go now...

Värmland...

...is quite nice place after all. Me and my gf were here during the weekend but she had to go back to work this monday. I didnt feel like going back to Örebro just yet so I decided to stay for a couple of more days. Forced my mom to drive me back to Örebro in the end of this week.

My plan was to stay around, get some sun and just relax. Unfortunalety I cant see too much of the sun right now, something white, cotton-like is in the way. Oh, yeah, clouds... Just my luck. Anyway, I think it is better to stay here otherwise I have to paint our house. Not too fun.

Three more weeks until the pride festival in Stockholm (not three whole weeks though). I am really looking forward to it this year. Last year was such a dissapointment, think it was because of the weather, so this year can only be better :)

This year we will stay in a prison... Relax, they have made it into a hostel. Cool :)

Got to go
Take care!

Finally...

...we can move around in our apartment. The boxes are getting fewer and fewer as everyday pass. I'm almost ready to step into my new future.

Summer is here and I'm enjoying my vacation. So far so good. This week I was supposed to attend a "maid's shower" (hen party) but unfortunalety my brother just had a surgery after a crash on his motorcross and I have to go home to Värmland to take care of him and my parents' dog while they take a planned trip to Germany.

It has been a couple of cool summer days lately and Im waiting for the hot days again. I would like to catch some sun and get a tan before we'll go to the pride festival in Stockholm. That will be the last thing I do before I start my new job.

Our Internet is not working at the moment and Im forced to use dial up modem and it takes ages to visit a page. Therefore Im not posting to many blogs at the moment. Amazing that you can get so addicted to Internet and computers....

G'nite everyone

aching...

Ouch, my body is aching. Yesterday we moved all the stuff in our apartment. Two girls carrying all the furniture, boxes and more. We had rented a big, big, big truck and filled it to the top and drove to Örebro. Finally there we had to get the stuff in to the new apartment. MacDonalds has never tasted as good as then.

We were back in Falun again around two o'clock this morning, exhausted and slept until noon.

Now the actual move is over, now we have to take care of the cleaning. Somehow I never liked cleaning. I guess I will never like it either. I must have been and must be hard to live with. Well, Im not the one to tell but I hope I had other good things instead of the cleaning.

Well, time for bed. We have an appointment tomorrow morning. Our dog will have a hair cut. He is cute now but imagine how cute he will be tomorrow.

G'nite

Sunday, Söndag, Sontag

Well, the last weekend in our apartment. The moving truck is leaving tomorrow but we still have to come back and clean the apartment until spick and span. Boooring.

Found some more interesting old letters today. One was adressed to me with the description of my zodiac, the leo. There were a lot of interesting facts how I should be and how that fits into how I am. That together with some personal comments made it fun to read. I was sitting on the floor smiling for myself.

Will my life in Falun be my past? And Örebro my future? That means that my life for the moment, the present, is in between two worlds. Strange....

The past

The past: memories
The present: starting over
The future: happiness

I'm moving next week and that means a lot of packing. I can't just pack the stuff, I have to go through it, read it and remember. There are a lot of memories that pops into my head while reading all the cards, letters and forgive-me-notes.

Is it good to go back to past, if only in your thoughts? You keep thinking, "what if", "what if". Don't get me wrong, Im happy with my life right now. I have a wonderful girlfriend, a cute dog, an apartment and a small summer house. In August I will start a new job, which I think will give the challenge I want. Still...

You can be happy in many various ways. I think I've been happy my whole life, one way or the other. Everybody have good and bad memories. What am I trying to say? I don't know. I just know that I am a bit emotional right now.

Breaking up from "my life" to start a new life in another town. Still with my family but a lot of things will change in my life. After nine years in one town you kind of get your own "net of friends" and base your life around it.

Im just babbling. Anyway, the future... will be bright, filled with love and exciting.
Ill start the future by going to bed now :)

World Cup 2006 is over...

For Sweden that is. Watched the game today and got really depressed. Yes, Germany was the better team but still...why?

Another question is, how come we all are such football experts sitting in the sofa with a beer or two. I was listening to myself and my friends babbling, commenting and argueing about who should play, why did they do that, come on Ljungberg is free! It is quite fun when you think about it. If I would play 10 minutes in the world cup, I would probably not be able to walk for several weeks. (If ever again that is)

Anyway, there will be more games. There will be more discussing the teams in the sofa. And there will definately be more fun times with your friends.

Have a lovely evening, World Cup or not.